Ragefuck is a silly word

So lately I have been into watching stop motion videos on YouTube. I want to make one. But dear lord I haven’t the patience or the people to do so with me. Though since Shane won’t be working till he finds a job I suppose on my days off we could do something. Maybe Monday. I have also been meaning to start a painting. I just can’t seem to find the time, sadly when I do have time I end up wasting it on the internet. I think its time I start moving away from the computer. Maybe try and limit myself to a few hours a day. Then I could get shit done. I feel like a goof when my parents ask if I have done my art and I say yes, even though its a doodle on paper towel at work. I also want to get this foam stuff from Home Depot so I can spray it in a canvas and then paint on it. I think it would be a fun experiment. That and caulking. All idea’s in the cogs of my brain I guess.

Hmm whaaat else? Work has been super slow. For the busy season this is pretty tame, how long are people going to use the economy as an excuse to do nothing? Baaahhhhh. I really thought I had more to say. This is just terrible. DREADFUL UPDATE IS DREADFUL!

My friend Katrina was here with her boyfriend… they uhh.. had sex in my living room? In front of my bunnies. How could you sex in front on an animal. I wouldn’t be able to shake the feeling that they were watching and taking note.I mean they do it when I pee with the door open( I poop with the door closed, I think its too personal.)

I also saw Jennifer’s Body. Better than I thought it would be. I will probably end up getting it because it brought some good lawls. And Megan Fox creeped the fuck out of me at a few points. I actually though my soul shriveled up and cried when she became a demon. Maybe it was the unbrushed teeth?

Intresting

I am finding out more and more about my family. And it makes more and more sense every day about half the things I felt when I was little and how I am down. Lovely.

I will do a better up date later.

The boy who could explode

So, a few things have happened recently. Lewis left the house and never came back. My dad figures coyotes got him. I was super sad and ended up having a fit about the whole thing and thinking about other pets that have just always kinda been there, not being there any more. It’s ok Shane was there to tell me to stop being a baby.

Speaking of things that were always there and wont be… Betsy my first car has been given up for parts. I love the car but shes old (about 15) and I would say its time to get her off the road now before she is one of those pieces of shit on the road that pisses everyone off. You know the one. But yeah. Shes getting on and its time to let her go. I don’t want to listen to my parents when they find out I made NO money off of her. Bah.

And on to parents. My dad and Marj will be moving. They sold their place and thus are trying to find a new place. I dislike that I will have to search to find both my mom and my dads place when I eventually go to visit. (if this ever happens gah)

Matt Goods new CD is coming out soon. The songs are pretty much awesome. Shane got his pre-order.

I got some new cloths. Yay! Pants that fit me better. I guess I lost more weight than I thought with this work out thing. Not that I am complaining. I also got an ipod touch. My old ipod went missing after fire works.

I have been working non stop lately. Its insane. By the end of today(assuming I don’t work over time) I will be up to 75.5 hours. My next pay cheque will be awesome. If I keep working this much I will be able to get a new laptop sooner than I thought.

This is all I got for now. Off to work.