In my new attempt to update this more often here I am.
I have nothing new or exciting to say. Other than the fact that I am watching Twilight here. Shane is at work and therefore I have nothing(no one) to do. I still think that Twilight would have been much better if they had people that could act, or at least didn’t seem so awkward. And the jumping didn’t look so cheesy and a bit of the dialog. And yet, I still don’t mind watching it. I think its because it is so bad its like watching your self be a teenager. Its cute in its own stupid rejected sort of way. The dad makes me think of my dad. And how weird our relationship is, and how he was excited for me to live with him again all those times (even though we fought a lot and I was obscenely snippy with him).
I was asked when Shane I were getting married by someone at work.My answer to him was simple we weren’t engaged so there would be no wedding. It was a weird moment. Aspecially when the guy said he was going to have to talk some sence into Shane. And also wondered why we hadn’t gotten on with it. I asked if he was telling me to propose. Which I had already told Shane I was leaving this one up to him. I do not want to find a male engagement ring, I don’t imagine it would be easy, nore would they be very pretty.
I also think there is a high amount of uncomfortable sexal harrassment at work. I don’t think the guy doing it means to be full on sexual about it. But its creepy and he even knows it bugs me. It even bugs other people at work. And thats sayin something. Sunny thinks the guy who is being creepy likes me. Which freaks me out. I have Shane, all I want is Shane and there will be no other than Shane. Phil is waiting for me to just fucking snap one day at work and can’t wait to see it. I am sure the day it happens it will be a stunning thing to see. Cassie left. I am now the only girl working there. I don’t think I care for it. I feel oddly alone.
I don’t know what else to write about.
