Well I found out some oh so lovely stuff today. My brother has been phoning me frantically all day, and my mom phoned. So I called my brother back, I got no answer, so I call my mom wish her a happy birthday. We talked and she gave me a heads up about why Kaylan was calling me. So I finally get ahold of my brother and I find out that apparently my grampa had gotten so mad at my step dad that he kicked him out of his house and said he wasn’t welcome in their home any more. So after the long conversation with my brother about how my family (my moms side might I add) has shunned my mom I call her and get it from them I wanted to make sure that my brother didn’t over do it. He didn’t, infact, I don’t think he knew about the part that amazed me the most…. My grampa had punched my step dad in the face and gave him a fat lip. It bothered me before but that pushed me over the edge to hear my family has gotten to such a shit ass point as that. Why? Because my dad complained about loaning my older brother money. I never listen to my dads advice because he can be a douch at times. This has pretty much solidified that I wont ask for anything if this is what happens when I need a loan from him. Though I have noticed me family has always been stupid like this. Always taking my dads side never my moms. Its annoying. They alwats seem to shun her, and I always felt shunned. Its silly. I think it will feel weird when I see everyone again and them thinking I don’t know what happened. Buh. I had to talk my brother into being calm on the phone so he didn’t go reign hell to the family. Lovely thing to come home with. It took an hour to get to eat my damned dinner.
In other news. I have my next two weeks of scheduals its lovely. The Christmas week is great sleep in till 9 Monday, tuesday I am off at 4, and Christmas ever we close at 4. Mike (my boss) said he would send a few people home early that day -fingers crossed-.
I feel silly Linkin Park lyrics descide how I feel perfectly.
Even though you’re close to me
You’re still so distant, and I can’t bring you back
