So yesterday I cleaned out both cages and even introduced Bowser to Felix and Oscar. It was cute and a little funny to watch.
I dislike work a lot some times. I really do. Not always because the customers, not always because the early mornings and the long days. Its because I get yelled at for the stupidest shit ever. Weither it be that I have nothing to do so I get yelled at for standing there waiting to be able to do shit on my bay, or because the back room isn’t up to someone elses standards whom isn’t even a manager or supervisor. Its fucking frusterating. It makes an ok day turn to shit. Its not like I’m trying to do shit wrong. Really, I am trying to do things right. I completly understand why Cassi gets so fucking stressed out all the time. Because no matter what we do its never good enough. And some times it feels like its only the girls that suffer from that. I mean there is only 2 girls working at the shop. I understand we are going to get teased a little more then everyone else, but come on now… theres a fucking limit. There really is. I can’t say I want to be at a job where I get roughly dragged into a room and yelled at about how the room SHOULD look. Wow great you want it clean. Unfortunatly its not going to stay clean for along. Its not like I don’t try and keep your fucking backroom clean. I do try I do, but you know what not every one else does. And there isn’t always fucking room to put the air conditioners away. And if your going to ask someone to do something do it nicely. Not yelling. I actually cried at work, I didn’t let anyone see me. But the fact remains that I was that frusterated. The worse part is that no one noticed I was mad, or at least they failed to ask if I was ok if they did notice. Fuck I even cleaned pretty much the entire store while everyone else (other than Luke who was down stairs and Jeff who was having a smoke) was playing cards. Oh I’m sorry, you were bitching at me for things not being clean and organized?
Merf it probly doesn’t help that I am going through another emotional swing where I get sad over the stupidest shit ever. I hate being a girl, we are so stupid. Always having mood swings and shit.
I need a hug. Someone hug me please?
