I dont wish to drop it like its hot.

Well, Dawn, Cam and I went to see “The X-Files” I think Dawn and had more fun talking during the movie. After we decided to rent movie and go to Cam’s place. Before getting to the cars though we saw Ryan. Oh man, that was excitement. I haven;t seen him in SO long. As soon as I saw him it was a running hug fest. And those mutton chops…. Those mutton chops. So fuzzy and glorious.

Yesterday Dawn and I went to Zeller’s and got some sports bras. Seeing as both of us needed to get one. As we were changing Dawn chucked one over and it hit me in the face ‘causing me to fall over in the stall. I’m glad no one could see that moment in my life. Later I helped my friend Jason get his car from his work and I compared my car to a vagina the entire time.

I told Emily my last day was the 24th. She said it was the start of the slow time so it wouldn’t leave them screwed. Had it been 3 weeks ago Emily would have shit bricks and she even agreed to that statement. We were in the elevator (e-e-e-ele-elevator) and she gave me this serious and concerned look ” So… you decided to move have you?” I replied with a simple “Yup” and she had to get off but the look on her face said the conversation wasn’t over. I get more concern from my boss than I do from Marj. She doesn’t like Marj much at all. Its rather funny to be honest.
I love my boss lets just say that.

My dad and I have a pretty awesome conversation when he came home to find out Marj wasn’t home.
” Lets go out for dinner.”
“I’m in my jammies.”
“…Oh…well…. FUCK YOU THEN!”
Oh Dave. Yes. I stole the thought you had as soon as you saw the word fuck.

Thats all I have at the moment.
Continue on with your life.

Truthfully

Miley Cyrus has ugly blow job lips.

I’m just sayin.

Careful now…

So I wanted to write something here today when I was at work. But I really don’t know what to write about. I mean I could just pick at my brain and life and post about it and many of the fails I have made through out the 20 years of living. But really… I have my parents to tell me the failing. Actually, they don’t even need to tell me. I can look at them and see it in their eyes. I honestly looked at Marj today when I got home from work, and could see her thoughts of ” I don’t like how your living your life.” I kinda wanted to shake her and tell her that i don’t care what she thinks any more. I stopped caring when she told me nearly everyone I loved has no say in the world. (Those weren’t the exact words but the meaning behind them)

I am losing interest in the idea of school. I doubt I will go back to be honest. I doubt I will become a teacher and the goal to teach in Japan seems to have slipped from my grasp. Life has taken a different track. I’m good with this track. I just hope to all hell I can keep it on said track. Like becoming a tattoo artist. I rather hope that falls through.

I have nothing else to say I won’t like I lost interest in this a long time ago and came back to this. Go me.

/fail

[edit]

Holy fuck it just occurred to me that I actually am moving to Calgary. Like I knew I was but it has just dawned on me that it is really happening.

Alert Status Red

So today was a pretty OK day. I had a beast of a section, they weren’t particularly clean rooms. But 4 other people came to help my partner and I. Tomorrow though. Tomorrow will suck major ass. Apparently nearly everyone will be training or alone. This means that people that have only been working for a few weeks will either be alone or training… on s fucking Sunday of all days. /Facepalm. I can see this ending poorly. I told the newer girls that if they need me to I will help them in the training process.

I got my schedual for August. I get all of 10 days off that month. Also Emily has me working the last week. Maybe thats her attempt at getting me to stay. I’m sorry Emily I love you but I love Shane more. So I will tell her the that I can’t work after the 24th.

I have a few painting ideas. I just need to get the spunk to actually do them. They look really cool in my head mind they never come out that way but it still. At least they look cool in my head.

A book with no words in the shower

I don’t know why but this came to me while in the shower. I kinda liked it, though I’m sure its not very good at all. Ha ha.

There is a certain talent to saying I love you with only a look,
And to read with out a book.
A meaning is more than simple words and letters,
For such things can be misconstrued.

Tonight I am going to Hellboy 2 with Dawn and Cam(?). I’m sure good times will ensue as always when the three of us get together.

The Grown Life

I have realized something. And I sincerely do not approve of it. When you are a child you always have something to look forward to. Always. For 17-18 years of your life you learn to get excited for something, like summer, a new year of school, graduating even. Then… it all ends. All you do is work… work.. work. No more summers, no more Christmas break. Like what the shit is this? Does being an adult mean you have to be a slave to your job? Are you supposed to get excited for that one or two day(s) off a week? Thats just balls.

I hate getting older. Merf.

Today I had a room that was so messy I wanted to shit myself. I don’t know how someone can leave their room that messy and not feel horribly embarrassed. I took more than one big garbage bag of beer bottles and cans out of one room. Good fuck. They must have been alcoholics or something and ” social smokers” because fucking wow. WOW. They had a fuck load of cigarettes in their ash tray.. and some ash in the rooms. Ugh.

K-I-C-K-A-S-S is how we spell

Success.
Too bad I’m too damn tired to k-i-c-k-a-s-s(shut up I’m allowed to be a tool). Fucking work is killin’ me. Seriously. 10.5 hours yesterday, 9.5 hours the day before that and 9 hours today. I want to not move for a week. But noooo noooooo, I work tomorrow. And it will probly be another 9+ hour shift. -dies- I had a shitty as fuck sleep last night. Ugh. I could hardly keep my eyes open driving to work. I hate not being able to fall asleep. And after Shane phoned at 3 I couldn’t go back to sleep. And then at I think 6 I woke up again and it took forever to fall back asleep then too! WTF why can’t I just have one night of good sleep before work?

I feel like a dick. My dad wants to hang out but I already ate, so I don’t really wanna go to dinner and waste money and shit. Buah…

[edit]

I told my Dad I was moving to Calgary. I fear for when Marj comes home….

Wat

Well, I don’t have too much to say. I have mainly been working. Well no, I did go to Dawn’s for two days. I also lot one of my earings. I am gonna go to the Buck Or Two and grab a new one to replace it.

I worked from 8:30 am to 6:30 pm today. And i delt with a rude bitch. I had like almost an entire sections of check outs today. So I finally get to one of 4 stays out of 12 rooms. And she asks in this snotty as shit tone ” Is this the normal time you guys clean the rooms?” by this time it is quarter after 4. So I reply back ” No its just very busy and I have had a lot of checkouts so its taking a bit longer to get to rooms.” Which is true. Especially when a stay over checks out and front desk doesn’t fucking inform you. She just kinda gives me this look and then turns around (shes on the phone) and says ” Yeah the house keeper FINALLY got here. Apparently they are doing all the checkouts first.” No.. no no, I didn’t say I was doing them FIRST I said there were a LOT of them. Her room just happened to be at the ASS END of when I was working on. Jesus, as if I wasn’t tired and frustrated enough having a shit load of checkouts… That woman had to be a dick about me getting to her room late. I had a fucking mountain of laundry happening. I COULDN’T MOVE MY CART WITH OUT DANGEROUS TEETERING AND SHIT FALLING OFF. So I get half way through that check out and Thelma comes and does my last check out. I’m all ” Good I have 2 more stays then I can go.” I am working on my second to last room when Rosemarry (the manager I guess I donno her she doesn’t know me. Its a stupid situation) comes to the room and says that there’s still 4 rooms upstairs that are booked and that when I finished my rooms I had to go help finish those. So I get there and Vanessa was there as well, as was Thelma. In all it was an excessively long day.

That was my day in a nut shell.

Holy…

I love my mom. I told her I will be moving to Calgary, and she said to let her know around what time it will happen so they can work around it to take a load of my stuff. And gave me tips for cheap stuff, as well as ways to tell Dad and Marj. Seriously. My mom is win.

Today was Dawn’s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!! We went to Kelly O’s. Good times. Cam, Dawn and I are going to Wild Kingdom to get a vibrator. Oh lord. Dawn and I are gonna go corset shopping.

My back is dying.