So , I get to work…and holy fuck Becky quit. People were asking me all day if I was quitting. Why? Just because all my friends quit doesn’t mean I follow suit. It means they found something better and I didn’t.
It’s stupid hot out right now.
I miss Shane. I was September.
Wow, what a cute fucking movie. Really… I recommend it. Also the graphics are super. Really, the up close stuff looks pretty real.The people obviously don’t its Pixar, the people never look real.
There is a Chihuahua movie coming out… it looks horrible. But until that preview I never knew how entertaining that word was till then. They only said Chihuahua oh, a million and one times.
So my mom told me of the gas price changes that will be occurring. Why? Why fucking why does the government have to add another tax to raise the price to $2.00? Yes I’m sure that $100 is going to make it so easy for us to gas up. No! Thats good for one tank. Fuck the government really needs to think about this for one second. We can hardly afford gas as is. >_< I am so fucked now.
So I return home from my trip to Calgary. I just left and already miss Shane. I rather enjoyed having him in the Okanagan. Despite Marj laying it on really thick it was enjoyable. Dawn’s party was omgosh good times, Cam deciding Shane was WTF Adorable was grand. Went to my mom’s place that was good times… gotta love your boyfriend and 6 year old brother teaming against you.I got another tattoo. The heart one on my chest. It is SO itchy. Craig was also down when Shane was down. Ahh good times were had. One doesn’t get the entire group of people together often enough. My dad turned 50 on the 22nd, the man’s getting on in years it seems. I remember when he was 40 forever; mind you I also didn’t know when his birthday was when he was forever the same age. I took him out to Boston Pizza with, Shane, Dawn and Marj due to the fact I would be in Calgary for his actual birthday. Man oh man did Shane ever have lots of starch…. ALL potatoes.
So Shane and I left on the 21st bright and early. Dawn being awesome enough to drive us. I vomited twice. It was gross. Shane laughed because I made this really weird sound and I mumbled ” Oh man thats gross.” and I tried to laugh too bad I started puking again. Thankfully there was nothing but red water coming from the first one. No idea why it was red. My puke is mutated? I was asleep mostly the entire trip which was nice because when I was conscious I had a pounding headache that felt like my brain was tearing its self in half and peeling layers off it after that. I got to see Terry. First thing I said to him was “ Terry you handsome young man! Dawn says hi!” The next day Shane and I went to Virgin Festival where we met up with Jenicka and Tracy and Tracy’s friend. It was pretty fun. Stars were excellent live, wish I hadn’t randomly fainted during the last song. Man that was embarrassing. Thank God Shane was there to catch me and sit me down or there would have been a lot of hurt when I woke up. Needless to say I will speak up next time the world turns yellow, white and numb. Dallas Green has a phenomenal voice and awesome plaid shirts.. Matt Good was fucking amazing. Definitely want to go to more of his concerts. When he rocks out man the energy is intense. I got some pretty fuckin’ win pictures from that day. They will be posted on both flickr and facebook from all to enjoy. I got some movies and the Firefly series and a Stars shirt. I drew out Shane’s robot tattoo he seemed pretty pleased. I can’t wait to see it on his skin. Now I have to design Dawn’s little devil tattoo and we shall be good to go.
When I was sitting in the bus station this morning waiting from my nice late bus I saw a nun. I have never seen a nun before. I hope she didn’t see me staring at her, because I was. I just find it so amazing from someone to choose that life style. I kind of wanted to play with her hat thing see what the fabric felt like. I mean they wear it all the time right? So is it a nice fabric or it is stiff? These would be things I would take into consideration if I were to become a nun. I wouldn’t be a happy camper if I had to be in uncomfortable fabrics every day, all day. Yeah I would make a terrible nun. At least the bus is empty. I get to sit alone. But I suspect the old man in front of me to be farting… and I question what he has eaten and I could do without the persistent squeaking of his seat. I slept until Golden, and the only reason I woke up was because the bus drivers voice startled me when it immediately cut into my music and sleep. I have now run out of things to say…. I just wish I didn’t have to always say goodbye and I can’t wait for the day I won’t have to.
So today was rather exhausting. I worked till 1230 went to the school to see the nurse. She wasn’t there, so Tuesday I have to go back… no thats a lie i could go to a walk in clinic but I wanted to talk to Louanne about starting to come off the pills. I then came home and mowed the lawn cleaned my shit up, and made Shane’s bed. My dad and I went to BP’s after a long time of ” So where do you want to go?” at one point I told him “Get back in the kitchen where you belong bitch!” We both had a lovely laugh over that.
So Dad tried to give me a “father to daughter” talk and it didn’t work out so well. It ended in us laughing at the attempt. We went to Kaylan’s house… its not bad. Showed me the room I would get if I lived there. It is tiny. But whatever.
I’m so tired. Ugh I don’t want to work tomorrow I want to relax.. rest. Not clean more.
It’s exhausting to be told I look like a man from some bitch that draws on her eyebrows. Yes I am talking about a girl in AS. She looks more manly than a lot of males I have seen. Whatever she probly goes on Hastings hoping to be picked up by some nasty pimp but can’t due to her overly manly jaw line and poorly drawn on eyebrows.
Well… today started lamely enough. I got up for work and was TERRIBLY comfortable in bed. Realized I forgot my key for work at Dawn’s.. or home i s’pose haha. I get down to the basement and my boss looks at me.
Emily: Oh.. your not in the book today.
Me: Oh?
Emily: Your on the schedual though. I must have forgot to put you in.
Me: Oh… do you need me?
Emily: Not today no. We have enough people due to all the new people. But we do need you friday…. Can you work?
Me: That is my day of cleaning and lawn mowing. I can work half a day though if you need it.
Emily: Exellent.
So now I work on Friday. Mind you its only half a day so I get off at 12:30.
I drempt that my dad and I lived in an apartment together. I was really depressed for some reason and my dad was TOTALLY different from how he is now. I don’t totally remember the dream but I do remember it was about my art and that Marj wouldn’t let me put any of it any where when they were together so I came home from work one day and my dad had hung all my paintings on the wall. And it got to one and all I could see was Shane smiling. Needless to say I had a smile when I woke up.
I think Craig will never sleep again because of me.
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
im totally getting blizzard today
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
its that time of the month and that is my craving i have to have it or there will be blood other than the stuff leaking from my vag
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
thats lovely
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
i know i am gross
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
thats why i love takling to you when im still half awake
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
’cause its like getting woken up with a cold bucket of water?
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
more if i doze off again my dreams are gonna be disterbing
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
hehe
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
you will just start dreaming of a vag blowing blood bubbles
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
ok, thays nasty
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
and it will have an angry face.. or a very tired one
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
XDDD
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
think for a moment craig. you dated this
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
well you didnt say those things as i was wakingup before
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
no because i was just waking up and my humor was equal to a dead kitten
Craig – Sanity’s just a limitation says:
instead of about dead kittens =P
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
XD
Shayneeku- One foot infront of the other. One step back to counter it. says:
that was on a good day LOL
So on the 6th I worked with Tara at work. We had mainly stays and a few check outs. So we do the checkouts and our first one we get checked because we had an inspection that day. Felipa checked the room and told us the mistakes and that pissed off Tara a lot. Which is silly because Felipa had to correct us to keep the hotel at 4 star rating and we have never been through an inspection before. So she was pissed about that all day and we went slow. Because she was trying to get to Felipa’s standards in the stays YOU DON’T NEED TO DO THAT!
Then yesterday we were split up. I had one half of the section and she had the other. This was a test to see how fast we could work. Felipa complimented me a bunch of times said I was doing really well and the rooms looked really good. Later I was told to get Becky to help because I had a big section to have all check outs and they ere ALL booked so I couldn’t leave any. Felipa had said Tara had 3 check outs. I still had 5 and it was around 3 or so. She also said that Tara was moving rather slow. I finished at 6 and went to get food while I waited for Becky to do the Horizon rooms. At 6:30 Tara came in. She had JUST finished her 3 rooms. I am sorry but thats crap three rooms don’t take that long. So after Becky finished we went to her house she got food and then we started my hair. We finished at 10:30 last night. Then we went to Kelly O’s we get a seat and they said it would be an hour wait for food so I went home and Becky and Derek left to go hang out and watch movies.
This morning I woke up several times I woke up at 5:30 am and thought it was 5:30pm and then I woke up at 8 and then at 10…when I woke up at 10 the first thought I had was ” I woke up because the babies were crying” WTF? I don’t know what the hell that thought was or where it came from. Kinda weird.
I’m dying my hair tomorrow. Woot.
I am also doing some thing at god only knows what time and where. So we will see how that works out.
I didn’t sleep well last night because Marj put these terribly uncomfortable pillow cases on so there was NO give on the pillows and the room is so bright its like sitting in a light bulb. Guh.
Work was ok. Mind there are 2 people who are new and don’t know English. Its hard to communicate. I think the french boy likes me. Good god. Josh better be hired.
Speaking of Josh, him and Becky are going meet Shane at the bus station. Josh intends to pick Shane up. Hopefully he won’t throw him.
So my dad (Dave) turns 50 on the 21st. Marj asked if I could hold off on leaving for a day once I told her that I couldn’t I said I would be taking him out to dinner on the 20th. Dawn will be coming with, also Shane (but thats a given). Maybe I will take him to Kelly O’s seeing as one opened up in Westbank. I’m a little sad I don’t get to see my family that is coming down. But not much can be done about that.
I am going to BP with Tyler (Tara’s boyfriend) for his birthday. He didn’t do anything and I found that obserd. So I told him we would hang out. I convinced him to come to the West side so now I don’t have to spend so much on gas. Yay.
I changed my room around… again. So I am back in the room I was in way back when. Marj’s healing room is now in the old room. My art stuff is now down in the laundry room too. Its nice I can do stuff and can’t get introuble for shit getting on the carpet.
I need to make my dad a present. Painting?
Wow…WOW I am so mad right now its ridiculous. My step mom has just told me what will happen if i disobey her wishes on Shane and I sleeping together.
She will kick me out. Plain and simple.
She told me she didn’t approve of this, and that he should be in a motel not staying here. And if we wanted to share a bed than I will have to move out or get a motel.
So that hole me moving out thing… probably going to happen sooner than I thought woot. Hope my pay checks will be big enough to allow that.
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