Bahaha

Hahaha, wow kay we had this horribly dirty room to clean today they were staying in but they made us change the sheets and such. When I was cleaning the towels out of the room  first notice how much perfume was used. I mention this my trainer snorts ” Because she doesn’t shower.” Then I see how nasty the towels are. So I hold the towel up it was no longer white but orange. I say to the trainer ” Jesus if you can do this to 3 towels you wear TOO much makeup.” Again she snorts. ” Ha! Did you see her she doesn’t wear enough!” We then go into the sleeping area. Now these people were pestering her earlier for coffee but we don’t just give it to the customers they are for cleaning the rooms not to hand to people, so she told them she couldn’t. We see that they never even used the fucking coffee. So Aurea, my trainer, starts mumbling, “Idiots didn’t even even use the damn coffee idiots really!” God it was grand. When I was cleaning out their shower I was assaulted by the shower. I bumped the handle and the shower turned on and drenched me. I didn’t scream I just sat there ” R…really? Gawwwd.” And I started laughing. Aurea walked it. ” Well at least you didn’t scream I did. The people next door came over and asked if I was ok.” And we started laughing. It was in all a pretty good day other than the front desk utterly fucking up what rooms have left and what ones were clean.

Dawn and I waxed. It was oddly fun, ripping off the strips was SO satisfying. Though we both need to do some spot shaving… but what ever.

Glee tomorrow I am going to Calgary. UHHUHUHUHUH I’m so excited it hurts.

Jesus christ ass crap

So… I apparently DIDN’T work today. I was getting ready for work (because I thought I worked) when Debra the bitch from hell phones me. ” Do you want to work today?” now I sat there with a confused look on my face. ” Don’t I already work?” She starts laughing hysterically like I have said the worlds FUNNIEST joke and says ” YOU DO NOW!” FUCK MY LIFE! I could have slept in today, I could have packed, I could have done my fucking laundry. DEBRA YOU CUNT FROM HELL!!! So I go into work right? Whatever I need the money. But it was by far the STUPIDEST day ever. Like I don’t think I have ever seen more of a sign for me to leave ever. First off I end up breaking the sensor tag machine because I moved it. Really? REALLY?! I had a nice BIG line of people when it happens to, not to mention I was the only cashier. So the manager comes and put me on a new till. Then like… oh say an hour later this womans stuff wont ring in. It will at customer service but not mine wtf? So she gets taken over there. Then, oh glory, my scanner stops working so in the middle of a rush I have to manually punch in. And then I get all the rushed bitchy customers as soon as I run out of paper. Then my fucking debit machine stops working. For no reason… it just turns off and wont work. This all happens while I feel like I’m going to pass out. And I get a head ache. I can’t even get a pick me up on lunch because my phone is sitting in my bathroom. I swear to God, its like all the bitchy picky stupid customers came in today because it was my last day at Winners. Its like they know… Oh! And when we closed 2 customers were still in the back of the store shopping. WTF?! WE MADE 2 ANNOUNCEMENTS!!! So while I’m trying to clean all the tills I had to stop and ring in their shit. Fuck today was stupid.

Tomorrow I get to clean all morning. I hope I get off at 12:30 still… it would make doing laundry when I get home a lot easier so I won’t have to go to Dawn’s super late. God only 1 more day…. OMG MORE FUCKING DAY UNTIL GLORY!!! Dawn and I will bring the fucking gusto yes… yes we shall. We will have that gusto with all its unhairy gloriousness. God and it will be like first time city for me, first time leaving the province, first time at a zoo, first time with themed lego, and… first time to a museum that isn’t you know…Peachland. God I can’t wait.

Oh Piss!

I woke up this morning utterly exhausted. Like I hadn’t slept at all. When I drove to work I nearly fell asleep a few times. I also zoned out on something on the highway and started dreaming about it while I was half awake.

Fucking fire at work in the electrical room so now we are down an elevator… not just any elevator. No the one that comes down stairs to where we, the house keepers and laundry people, have all our carts and such. So we had to hall it all up the fucking stairs. So the better part of my morning was hauling towels, sheets, and other fun things up stairs. And then after break I stopped cleaning rooms and did more hauling of laundry up the stairs with the laundry crew and then helped them, once I helped them catch up I got all the dirty dishes from the house keeping carts. That was my day of work in a nut shell.  After work I went to councelling. It was lovely. Wow, so yeah that was my day….

Marf

I have to get up ridiculously early tomorrow for work. Around 630-7. DO NOT WANT! Mind you I get off at 1230. But still. My body it likes sleeping in. It needs to sleep till 8 at least. I mean I don’t fall asleep early.

Stamps

I feel scared and I don’t know why.

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I got called into work today, and I worked cash. But seeing as I was the only person that knew jewelry I had to cover for the Jackie. While I was covering Jewelry I tidied up the sunglasses. There was a mother and daughter there and the kid must have been 4 or 5 and she was ADORABLE.  She asked me questions about the sun glasses, asked if she could help put things away and just before she left looked at me with massively cute eyes and asked ” Will you wait for me here till I come back tomorrow?” I told her maybe. But jesus I wanted to give her a big hug. Then I went back to cash, when I got there I had a few grumpy people… and then this woman come and she was SO cute. Not like.. thrusting sex cute… but that cute you wanna hug really hard. She had this high voice and she was so nice it was so refreshing. Those two people and Shane made my work day that much better.

Snow

So i went camping last night. And OH… MY…FUCKING… GOD… my bed was on top of 2 feet of snow. It took us an hour to get a fire started, an hour of firestarter, aether(I don’t know how its spelt)and car oil. I can safely say we sufficiently did out part in killing the environment. I had no body heat I couldn’t feel my hands or feet for like 2 hours. Finally the fire was going strong enough i could just plunk myself in front of it and get feeling in my feet again. Jason attempted to make burgers, it didn’t work so great. The fire ate better than any of us. The only food I had that day was an apple, chips, smarties and Dr. Pepper.Then came sleeping…I was thrown in the middle because I don’t produce heat, boys got the edge… and it decided to start snowing. Yes… more snow. 3 inches of it. We woke up to fucking Narniah. It was snowing like mad this morning. Once everyone was up, we packed out shit up and left, Derek nearly going off the edge of the road several times, I skidded out once. You can tell my pills are working because I laughed at that rather then had a panic attack. We get down the hill.. and oh what do we find… MORE FUCKING SNOW!? Why is it snowing right now? Its nearly May. There shouldn’t be 3 inches of snow… it should be raining or sunny, plants should be blooming.

I was called a man. I blame the long johns. And the like… 4 layers of shits I am wearing. I also snorted WAY too much. I think it was the lack of there being too many people to hear me to bother trying to control it.

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The snow is melting. Thank jebus!

I feel like shit. Wow, its like i have been hit over the head with a hammer.

Fuck 7 am

I do not work well at that hour. At all. I can’t even remember if I took my pill. Which is just bad. I guess I will be riding the night out till tomorrow. If I feel like major crap then clearly I didn’t take one. Mind you I am feeling like crap right now.

I have now BSed my way through 2 exams. I wonder if I will pass either of them. Well I have one left tomorrow. Art History. The most dreaded of them all. What ever, its not like I would have passed any ways.

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Bahaha. I did pin up pictures. They shocked a few people, this is probably because I refuse the wear bathing suits with out shorts, dress boyish and hell act boyish. It was amusing though… being all girly for a few hours for no reason. Not something I can do often because its uncomfortable and the feeling of being judged it just too great to do in public. But for a few hours in my friends room… it was fine. Oh to see what its like to be a girl.

Perfect

Wow, I never realized just how much i can relate to the song “Perfect” By Flyleaf until yesterday. I don’t think I need to explain and if I do, well I’m just not going to.

Sick of circling the same road
Sick of bearing the guilt
So open the windows to cool off
And heat pours in instead

Perfect in weakness
I’m only perfect in just your strength alone

All my efforts to clean me
Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can you look at me
When I can’t stand myself

I’m tired to be honest
I’m nobody

Perfect in weakness
I’m only perfect in just your strength alone

Perfect in weakness
I’m only running in just your strength alone

I tried to kill you
You tried to save me

You save me
You save me
You save me
You save me

Perfect in weakness
I’m only perfect in just your strength alone

Perfect in weakness
I’m only running in just your strength alone

I had a dream I dyed one of my eyes to this really pretty unexplainable blue. I wish I could do it. It looked really REALLY awesome. Then again it was a very messed up dream to begin with but I liked it….

Last night

I dreamt i was a Ninja Turtle. Awesome. I also fell asleep with my light on… I don’t even remember planning to sleep or pulling my book down. But my book was neatly sitting on the side table, with the lamp on.

Wow..how lame am I? I can’t even fill an 8 GB ipod. I have been working on doing so since December. I just added Tegan and Sara’s discography, Shiny Toy Guns AND a Stars CD…. it brought me up to 2.63 GB. This is what I call massive failing in the music department.

Honestly…

I have lost all respect for you. And I haven’t wanted to beat someone this bad since I was 14. Good fucking job jack ass.

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Wow… WOW, I felt so drunk at work today. I blame how tired I was. Stupid un-restful sleep. And that stupid woman that comes in nearly EVERY weekend was in again today. She always always tries on the earing. YOU AREN’T SUPPOSED TO! And I would stop her but noo she gets the fuckin’ things in her ears before I can blink. Crazy old bat.

Wow I have been soo itchy lately. Its not even funny. I have now scratched so much I have cut the skin to bleeding point. Also…I keep waking up with cuts on my upper arms. I must be emo while I sleep or something.

Since I only work 3 days from the 13th to the 26th I am going to be exercising every morning. I am determined to get into shape… this being tired after walking up stairs is just pathetic.