Welp times they are a-changin’. Yup. I will soon be jobless. I am being laid off. I was convinced it wouldn’t happen till end of December. It was such a shock to us all. And a huge piss off. I mean we all worked our asses off to try and keep that job. Apparently that wasn’t enough. It kinda makes me wish I hadn’t worked so hard it seems like it was all for nothing. But this means a month an a half break from work and going on EI. I would get another job but then I wouldn’t get my time off to go see my family and friends. And its been about a year. Torin keeps asking me when I am going to come see him. Its breaking my head. BREAKING MY OLD MAN HEART! I also miss Dawn way too much. How I long to sing ” No Air” with her and do slam poetry to song making them sound like bad Captain Kirk impressions.
I am a bit excited to have all this time to work on art. Its been so long since I have had real time to do it. I mean a few hours here and there feels like a rip off. And a serious waste of paint. I am thinking of taking Dawn’s advice and doing a series of robot paintings. He is ever so popular. I might also fix up my old painting(the guitar one) from University, reattach the stings to the guitar and fix the paint. That jazz. I may even white out the old Keremeos painting and do something over that. Something better. I will have to get more primer for that though. Micheal’s trip? A cheap one?
I am by the way going to be selling my paintings. I am thinking of making a Facebook page for them all with prices… or starting prices if shit gets competitive. I have no idea how to price my art. Might need help with that. I need to make money but I don’t want to grossly over charge. I mean my art is ok but its not like amazing or anything.
I hate it when I am asked “What are you doing for your birthday?” The answer will always be nothing. I hardly do anything for my birthday because well… who cares? Its just a day. No one is around… hell my family hardly sends cards any more. This sounds much sadder than I meant it to. Oopsy-daisy. In any case, I will probably sitting home alone. I assume Shane will be working and this I will curl up with a movie and mayhaps so tea or hell even spiked hot chocolate. If I wanted to get super spunky I would make cup cakes. But my flight leaves the next day so I probably wont. Maybe I will get sticky rice with red bean paste treats from the T&T Market…. and soup. They have some gooood soup. Maybe I will get some tomorrow for my last days of work? Nom nom nom now its all I will think about.
I will finish cleaning tomorrow. I made good head way today. Kitchen and bathroom got done. I will do the stair way, bedroom, living room and the rest of the laundry tomorrow. And what ever dishes there are I guess. Its going to be a laaammme day. I will watch movies thats’ for sure. If its warm.. maybe go and do poi. I haven’t done my poi in so long. And I found that Kaylan’s music will more than likely work well with it. I think I may bring my poi with me to BC. And when I go down to my moms I can show them what it is. Torin will probably want to try even though he is too little for them. I could probably do some make shift ones out of socks for him. They won’t hurt him as much…. I hope.
Any who I am sure I have rambled on a bit too much. I will leave you with this last thing.

When body builders become old… it looks like a deflated messed up balloon. I mean just look at that chest. What is going on there… it reminds me of those hairless cats expect they have a bit of fur or something. Why didn’t he keep waxing? I wonder if the skin stretched too much when they tried doing so… gross.